She is Happy and... Yet.. Miserable

Image credit: www.wallpapers-web.com, edited by me.

She is happy
With only morning greeting from him
With only smile that he give
With only advice from him to always remember for eat

She is happy
Because he makes her feel special
Because he listens all of her rants and thought
Because he is there when she needs him

She feel grateful
Because he always assure her that the thing she is doing is easy
Because he always promise her to pray for her
Because he always try to listen even though he didn't understand the whole story

She feel miserable
When he didn't show up in one day
When she couldn't text him and asking why
When she knows... there's border between him and her

She is only someone who want to be part of his life
She really knows that there is no guarantee that she wouldn't be hurt in the future
But, she decides to take a risk
She is ready of getting hurt because of him
She will always bear with all of the feeling that she carried through
She will always bear with the gloomy feeling when she is missing him everyday

June, 26th 2018
9.26 PM